A girl can dream . . .
09 May 2009 @ 10:38 am

I'm not too sure why I forget to come here and update... I really do love lj a lot Stephen just had his 4th birthday last Wednesday he's all set and ready for pre-k and he couldn't be more excited! I can't believe how damn big he is... Ooh and well next month it will be a year since jake has seen him a whole ducking fatherless year has gone by... Thank god for my friends.. I'm on Eriks iPhone so I'll do my best to update more but you guys should all know I'm on myspace and facebook!

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A girl can dream . . .
29 May 2007 @ 12:58 am
so most of today was spent watching flavor of love.. wtf is wrong with girls to act like that on tv.. seriously that new york bitch.. omg i never wanted to slap a hoe so bad in my life.. hahha

speaking of life.. its good...

walmart is fun.. especially when HE's working... hehe

we've been hanging out.. a few nights after work.. i dunno tho.. i think im getting too over analytical and worrying over stupid shit.. i always get worked up over dumb things but ok so sat. at work he invited me and stephen over today to go swimming with him and his kid.. i was invited to a few bbqs and turned them down.. and i got no call from him and when i called him he didnt answer or it went right to vm. yea something could have came up.. but i really hate it when plans are made and then not followed through.. like i get the whole kid thing.. duh i have my own kid i know.. trust me hahha but when the plans involve the kids.. i mean.. i dunno... ugh i think too much

we have almost the same tattoo on our backs... well it is the same just drawn a bit different... we've been through alot of the same shit.. he has this well.. i dont really know how to describe it but when hes around.. i feel whole.. and its weird as fuck i mean we havent even kissed yet we are just getting to know each other but im telling you.. me thinking into shit too much has me seeing us together in the future now if im right or wrong i dont know... he makes me smile not smirk as im told i always do.. i know im actually smiling..i can feel it.. do you know how long its been since ive really smiled because of a guy... i mean seriously.. its been a long fucking time.. too long for some one as nice as i am.. im far from fucking perfect but im a damn good person too good of a person and well..

i deserve this. i know i do. he wants to know what makes me happy.. and wants me to know what makes him happy... his back was hurting from work sat. when i took him home and hung out.. i wanted to offer to rub it.. ooh i did... but i dont know why i didnt.. damnit i should have hhaa hes told me things about his past that i know he hasnt told alot of people.. and just as i have told him things of mine that im not proud of.. but the past is the past and without it we wouldnt be who we are today..

sigh

its 113am. i cant sleep and i have dishes to do.. i dont want to do them.. but i have to before i go to bed where oh where is the dish fairy when i need her

i miss kimmy.. i miss my best friend.. i miss our hangouts.. all nighters man...

im downloading a bunch of music for my ipod... gimme some bands you guys like.. i will add them to my collection and give them a listen ive been venturing off into different music then what i normally listen to so list away ladies.. and guys (the few i have on my fl)

man. he better call me tomorrow.... im not sure what i will be thinking if he doesnt..
great.. here i go analyzing shit again.. why the fuck do i do that

oh and stephen... ooh mr stephen. that boy is testing me man.. i tell him not to do something and that little shit will look right at me right into my eyes and fucking do it. he is going to jacobs this weekend.. i have to work and my mom and stepdad are going out of town and gramma is in atl so i have no sitter.. this will be the first time they are alone together. it will be great for them to bond... it will also be great because this momma needs a break.. i dont even think i can sleep in anymore.. he rises with the sun and i soon follow haha

ok this was random... but i felt like an update was due...

love you ladies...
 
 
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Current Music: fall out boy
 
 
A girl can dream . . .
25 December 2006 @ 12:16 am
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A girl can dream . . .
18 November 2006 @ 11:24 pm
ok everytime i try to upload my vegas pics.. they dont work .. nothing shows up but it says that they have been up loaded...
whatver.
i guess i should just resize them all and maybe then they will work..
stupid photobucket...
but i did take these yesterday

my favorite lil dude )
 
 
A girl can dream . . .
10 November 2006 @ 07:29 pm
today marks 2 years since i quit smoking..
i am so proud of myself





vegas pics to follow
 
 
A girl can dream . . .
02 November 2006 @ 11:45 pm
paper doesnt beat rock!! i understand that scissors can beat paper,
and I get how rock can beat scissors,
but there's no fuckin' way paper can beat rock.
paper is supposed to magically "wrap around" rock, leaving it immobile? why the hell can't paper do this to scissors?
screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people?
why aren't sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly
suffocating students as they attempt to take notes in class?
i'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody.
a rock would tear that bitch up in about 2 seconds.
when I play rock/paper/scissors, i will now only choose rock.
then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper Ii can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, "Oh shit, i thought paper would protect you."


screw you tuesday morning...
i got fired for doing my job better than my boss... how sweet is that
 
 
A girl can dream . . .
27 October 2006 @ 10:08 pm
..... says TRICK OR TREAT )
 
 
A girl can dream . . .
22 October 2006 @ 11:06 am
i ahve to be to work in 30 minutes..
i hate life
not in general.. just mine..
i ahve to make a chioce.. a really fucking huge one.. SOON and i dont know wtf to do
i cant take it.. i dont know why we have to fight every single day.. over nothing..
seriously
our problems alone are so stupid but when you add them all up its huge.. i really cant take this..
he took me out on a date lastnight
i told him i did not want to eat outside it was cold.. he took me to a sports bar like place outside and he complained that the fucking world series wasnt on WTF?!!!?!? he wanted me to order dinner which was 20-30 bucks a plate he was just going to drink beer while i ate he wanted me to have a nice dinner..
wtf why couldnt you take me to fucking chilis or applebees inside where we both could have eaten for 25 bucks.. i dont get it.. then he wanted to walk on the beach.. again it was fucking cold out and i didnt want to get all sandy i told him all this 2 days ago... we went to the damn beef o bradys he had more beer and some cake.. i sat there then we went to a movie.. it was a long movie.. kinda sucked but im sure if i was in a better mood it might have been better...
i just wish everything could work...

we were up til 3am arguing.. 3 am.. come on well i was sleeping but then he woke me up to talk some more.. i was tired i had been up since 7am... i talked and listened to what he had to say but whenever i had somehting to say he talked louder and over me..
he never hears what i say




my heart hurts
and im scared

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A girl can dream . . .
19 October 2006 @ 04:59 pm
[info]sugarcoatedme's Halloween party:

08261984 dressed as a new member of the Wu-Tang Clan, Smiling Demon.
___bride dressed as Martha Stewart.
___majka didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
__dontuseme dressed as a angel.
__inyourhonor dressed as a blue pixie, though it looked more like a 1990's grunge child.
__lastsong dressed as a camel.
__lori dressed as Optimus Prime.
_deadgerl dressed as Tori Amos.
_manhattan dressed as your father.
_mellybean23_ dressed as a character from Harry Potter and the Coalition of the Cloak.
_pushingmeaway_ dressed as a lesson.
a_train909 dressed as a new member of the Wu-Tang Clan, Vulgar Beggar, though it looked more like a invitation.
abbygirl14 dressed as Bill Clinton.
allheadsdown dressed as the Spiked Power Ranger.
allsmiles6940 dressed as a new superhero: Yellow Prowler, and it suited them all too well.
ambienmitch dressed as the Marquis of West Lake, though it looked more like a dog.
ambition2bleed dressed as Martha Stewart.
amysmoods dressed as a character from "Serenity".
axfxireixnside dressed as a Crystal's Software employee.
bandagedsilence forgot to put on clothes!
bel0ved dressed as Bill Clinton.
bluestars forgot to put on clothes!
bored_brainless dressed as Worf from "Star Trek".
boysmakegraves dressed as Tiffani-Amber Thiessen.
brittkneeshay dressed as Oscar De La Hoya.
chasing_jamie dressed as Yoda.
colormescared dressed as Grover Cleveland.
complicated_me dressed as the Governor of Montana.
coronagirl dressed as a disturbing self-made character called "Skipper Gorillasniffer".
creamloverocks dressed as a Frey, Oger & Eshelman ComputersInc. employee.
dee1ne dressed as a new member of the Wu-Tang Clan, Amateur Warrior.
dezchamber1 dressed as a bottle of Morate.
djw2k4 dressed as Bill Gates.
drugaskan dressed as a cow, though it looked more like the spirit of their dead grandmother Cassandra.
dulce_angelita dressed as Hurricane Alonzo.
elephant_luv dressed as the Duke of Aplitrul.
front_242 dressed as a associate network administrator, though it looked more like a angel.
gatagurlie dressed as a Care Bear.
glittrybuttrfly dressed as Jesus, though it looked more like a rubber frost.
hips_anndhearts dressed as a cup of coffee.
i_walk_theline dressed as Scotty from "Star Trek", though it looked more like a Level 1 ranger.
iworshipsatin dressed as a 1980's yuppie child.
jcurrage dressed as Courtney Love.
jemmi_babies dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley.
jemmifire gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as the love child of Dennis Miller and Mia Hamm.
jerjerjer gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as Optimus Prime.
jrspongersmomma dressed as J.K. Rowling's grandfather.
jsicka dressed as the spirit of their dead grandmother Katherine.
kiss_forgotten dressed as Keri Russell's mother-in-law.
kreme_rivi dressed as Jeri Ryan.
lovingher dressed as Nicole Richie.
lukimark dressed as Level 7 wizard.
moistangel dressed as a Level 11 thief.
morgantaylor dressed as a halfback for the Chargers.
not_permanent dressed as a charge.
our_nest dressed as the spirit of their dead grandmother Dianna.
pabbi dressed as a character from "The Green Mile".
panjo dressed as a bottle of Diaximus.
poesprincess dressed as Wile E. Coyote.
politicking dressed as a executive system administrator.
pshh_its_jamie dressed as a disturbing self-made character called "Squeezit Bananamouth".
sendmreparamedx dressed as a interrim paper pusher.
serenityone dressed as one of the Desperate Housewives riding a deer.
sheenamay dressed as Dick Cheney, though it looked more like the spirit of their dead grandmother Gretchen.
soulsistahd dressed as a second baseman for the Angels.
spitxandxfire dressed as the love child of Elvis Presley and Connie Chung.
st_drummer777 dressed as a god.
starchild0426 dressed as the spirit of their dead grandmother Kathleen.
stargazeblu dressed as a elephant, though it looked more like a quarterback for the Panthers.
starry_visi0n dressed as Rachael Leigh Cook.
suddenreality dressed as a new superhero: Electra- King.
sugarcoatedme gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as a character from Harry Potter and the Lightning Prisoner.
thenxwexkiss dressed as David Letterman.
xsoandsox dressed as James Polk.

Throw your own party at the Hallomeme!
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A girl can dream . . .
15 October 2006 @ 11:36 pm
ps  
HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY
[info]undermyskin

I <3 U
 
 
A girl can dream . . .
15 October 2006 @ 11:29 pm
ok ok.. im still trying to write out this huge ass post about my trip to georgia..
but heres a pic of stephen to hold you over (hopefully)



hes huge now.. i know
 
 
Current Location: fernandina, florida
Current Music: mikey playing some stupid game on the 360
 
 
A girl can dream . . .
12 October 2006 @ 02:25 am
ok alot has gone on in the past 2 weeks.. omfg a shit ton

i cant talk right now.. but i will soon.. (swear)

as for now

kimmy and i are crazy... we know..if you must talk to me.. call me..... because we have gone to atlanta.. why you ask??? well i will tell you.. we are going to see the so you think you can dance tour.. (dont laugh!!) but yeah.. im not here or anywhere close by so your best chance to get ahold of me would be to just call like i have already mentioned.. and if you dont have the number... i guess your shit out of luck then huh...


woo

o and we planning on posting the first 24 hours in [info]adayinmylife and here as well.. it will be great.. o wait haha i asked if we could do a 2 day post if we were taking a trip and they said no.. well i can.. see the first 24 hours i will post and the second 24 hours kimmy will post in there.. theres nothing in the rules about that.. o fuck yes!

call/text me loves
 
 
A girl can dream . . .
07 October 2006 @ 08:15 pm
My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
sugarcoatedme goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as miss muffet.
___majka tricks you! You get a piece of paper.
brittkneeshay tricks you! You get a dead frog.
coronagirl gives you 16 light blue cherry-flavoured wafers.
dulce_angelita gives you 8 softly glowing banana-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
gatagurlie tricks you! You lose 1 pieces of candy!
jemmifire gives you 11 red chocolate-flavoured wafers.
kiss_forgotten tricks you! You lose 24 pieces of candy!
lovingher gives you 15 red lime-flavoured jawbreakers.
lukimark gives you 5 red orange-flavoured gummy worms.
soulsistahd gives you 7 teal grapefruit-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
sugarcoatedme ends up with 37 pieces of candy, a piece of paper, and a dead frog.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.
 
 
A girl can dream . . .
29 September 2006 @ 07:49 am
happy birthday to meee

gotta work a double today

cant wait til i see my miss margaret!!!
downtown tonight or back to tampa...


doesnt matter it will be fantastic!
 
 
A girl can dream . . .
26 September 2006 @ 10:22 am
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A girl can dream . . .
22 September 2006 @ 10:48 am
Friday, September 22, 2006

Too much is happening that remains out of sight. The most important events may be hidden from your senses, but this doesn't prevent you from being suspicious that you are missing something. You cannot rely solely on your imagination, for your fantasies might only escalate your fears. If you think about the best possible outcomes instead of the worst, then they have a better chance of coming true.





get it jemmi
 
 
A girl can dream . . .
20 September 2006 @ 12:33 pm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMMY
[info]lukimark
 
 
A girl can dream . . .
19 September 2006 @ 01:39 pm
and i never have time to update..
i wish i had more time.. im telling ya this working mom stuff.. its crazy
not only do i ahve to dot he same SAHM stuff i did before but now i have to work on top of that..
its ok.. i sure love the money!!!

so i'm proly going to buy me an ibook..
to the land of mac i come... oh yes!
in the next week or so
happy birthday me!

then there all these plans....

SEPTEMBER
27- lawyer visit (10hr round trip)
29- margaret gets here!!!
30- tampa for my bday night out with my friends

OCTOBER
11- kimmy gets here
12- drive to atlanta to see the so you think you can dance tour
13- come home from atlanta

NOVEMBER
3- leave for DC
6- come home from DC
then thanksgiving either here or in orlando at moms

DECEMBER
nothing planned as of yet

JANUARY
5- leave for GERMANY with margaret
15- come back to the states


i must get some warm clothes...
its gong to be snowing.. in germany and well.. we all know how much i love the snow after my last/first encounter with it
stephen will be staying here with mikey and his yiayia

i gotta get going to work.. i'll make a real update tonight after nip/tuck.. promise.. i even ahve pictures for you <3
 
 
A girl can dream . . .
14 September 2006 @ 10:40 pm
ok so woah...
poor kimmy
[info]lukimark
 
 
A girl can dream . . .
11 September 2006 @ 12:21 pm
so i keep reading about potty training..
and im not sure if its time yet or not really

i got these signs off of babycenter.com
in here )

how have you worked on potty training?
what book/videos/methods do you/have you used?

any help would be great

thanks mommas